I just had to put up this blog today. I went for my usual walk this morning, and as usual I cried because for some reason that is what I do when I walk in the morning. No really, every time I go for my morning walk I start to cry. It could be because I have been sad for a very long time. It could be because of the music I am listening to and it just makes me sad. It could be because of the losses I have had over the past year. I really don’t know why, but I cry when I feel like crying. I am alone, no one sees me cry (no harm, no foul) and I get over it and I move on. But…..
This morning I went for my morning walk and when I cried I didn’t feel sad. I was just so happy 😉 I was so proud of myself. I was proud of myself for not giving up, for not giving in. I was proud of myself for moving forward, for not looking back. I was thanking God for giving me, me. I am an awesome person. I am a great wife, mom, grandmama, friend ❤ You see this morning it was happy tears, very very happy tears. I didn’t know what I was feeling because it has been so very long since I have felt happy. So that when I cried I was very confused, then I realized they were tears of happiness 🙂 Happy Tears B O O M ❤
Something really fantastic happened today and the reason it happened is because I didn’t give up. The Power of Positive Thinking (everyone should read this book) !!! The reason it happened is because I believe in me. I believe in my husband and our future. I believe in God and I talk to him daily. I go nowhere w/o him. He told me to keep going, He’s got this. Don’t stop believing ever !!! If I did stop and stayed in bed and covered up my head (like I have felt like doing for a very long time now) this never would’ve happened.
Okay I know you want to know what happened. Well if you have been reading my blog you know that my husband is an artist, and a very good artist (no he really is). I have put up some of his painting’s but today was the launch of a new site called Handmade by Amazon. Here is the link.
All you have to do is click on the link and you can go to Amazon, that’s right A M A Z O N and see all of his artwork for sale. Well this is just the coolest thing ever. My husband is selling his fantastic artwork on Amazon Homemade and I am so proud of him, of us.
This is how we role, just igging it out ❤ God is watching us, from a distant. Blessings ❤