Well you know I am all about dancing. I love dancing. It is a beautiful art and is so powerful in it’s message. I get chills every time I watch a performance. I was getting nervous about my performance that I’m going to do. I am afraid of looking stupid and I definitely am not use to performing in front of an audience, let alone doing the Tango. But I’m going to do it. If not now, when will I do it. I have been working hard learning this dance, and I’m going to do it. I watched a video from Dancing With the Stars.
You must watch this. It is short but it is so powerful. He gave me the courage to do it. If he can get up on a stage in front of a national audience and dance like that well… No problem, I’m going to get up and Tango, Tango like I know what I’m doing. And I really do, and Houston is such a great dancer he said he’ll make sure I look good. That is a big part of dancing or doing anything on stage. Just don’t stop and look like you don’t know what your doing. Stand up straight and tall, confidence shoulder’s back and dance the sh.. out of it. No one knows what it’s suppose to look like, no one knows if you are doing it like you planned. Just get up there and entertain your audience and have fun. I know when I watch my boys perform, they own that stage. They are such great entertainer’s!!! They make it look so easy but that’s what they are suppose to do 🙂 I know how hard it really is though.
Oh and today was really good. Didn’t get a lot done of what I said I was going to do, but I felt so good. I was smiling and laughing all day. I did sign up for a blogging class. I got my housework to ground zero. I did some laundry and had an amazing salad for lunch at 3 pm. A little late. Need to work on that daily schedule and get up earlier. I love to sleep in but it’s much better to get going earlier. I’m sure now that I have worked through some things, I’ll be starting my days with a little more energy and enthusiasm instead of the heavy dreaded load that I was holding onto from the time I opened my eyes. Today I put it down and down is where it is going to stay. Now it’s my fav time of the day, wash the face and use all of my really cool lotions, get the Aromatherapy going. I have a new one called, “Four Thieves.” I will tell you the story about that one another day, but it is a really good one.
Tonight I think I’ll read my Positive Thinking book or do my gratitude journal. Then I’ll rest to be ready for a new day 🙂