This morning I woke up feeling not so great like I usually do. Taking the husband to the train and he’s talking to me trying to get me to feel better because he knows the place I’m at. Same old, same old. It’s right there in my face, the day. Well I know how it’s going to go down, so I just get my Starbucks, swap my lotto and start the day. Breath in, breath out. One step at a time, right foot step, left foot step, right foot step, blah, blah, blah. It’s Monday so it is houseclean, ground zero and let’s look at the bank account. Well the house needs to get cleaned and when the husband watched Fox Business this am and wasn’t one of the 10 richest men in America he figured he better go to work. Bills need paying, floors need cleaning and what’s for dinner.
So I sat down at my computer and I tried to get something to motivate me and everything I watched I just started to cry. The gratitude poem (3 minute video), tears. I think it was the music so I just didn’t even finish it. The youtube video, “How to Save a Life, lyrics,” I just sang them loud and when I knew the lyrics for real, I thought that’s a stupid, “Kid Love Song,” not reality. Then for some reason I watched this. Love the song, and yes I cried but they were happy tears. I love my Chicago Blackhawks. All day long, I will be safe and sound. Enjoy the link.